Super Junior-M in Bangkok – From 130215-16 [FanAccount]

Compilation: 130215~? Super Junior-M Fan Party ‘BREAK DOWN’ in Bangkok

This is about a fan and her trip to Bangkok along with the fansign and fan meet.

Bangkok Trip Part 1: The fanmeet/fansign ticket and meet SJM at airport!

When I heard about the sjm bkk fanmeeting, idk i felt like i just had to go. it didn’t even occur to me how should i go when should i plan for the trip where to purchase the tickets, lmao istg i just set my mind that i wanted to attend it, regardless of maybe later there are (possibilities of) more sjm fanmeetings in south east asia.

So when the tickets were on sale at Feb 2nd, at the first try I couldn’t book any tickets. The tickets were sold on thaiticketmajor.com which luckily has an eng ver on their site. Thai fans said the tickets were all sold out in 10 minutes (+_+) i saw that as well as none of my seat choices could got through orz I refreshed for a good one hour and saw no more seats available :c This was when I stalked the #sjmbkk tag on twitter and read a tweet of a Thai fan that said on 3 pm that day, the website will release more seats as that is the deadline of people to finish their purchases. If people missed to pay their tickets, there are chances for people to get those unsettled tickets! And so I waited until 3 pm and djfhgfg I saw free seats. Tried two times I failed but finally at the third try, my choice got through and I officially owned the fanmeeting ticket ;u;

Then the notice about the fansign came a few days later.. I was really so in panic if you can say lmao cos I really really want to attend the fansign because it’s only the day before the fanmeet! ;u; I thought I had no chance because smtrue FB said you need to buy the Breakdown CDs on a selected date at Bangkok, then you’d get a code that would be entered in lottery and they’d announce the lucky winners that can attend the fansign. A friend offered to help me because she knows a thai elf friend and the girl would help us to buy the CDs for us and entered our names in the lottery ;A; Unfortunately none of our codes passed as winners.. ;_;

Now this is when the story gets a turn soon lmao. Around the same time when I was sadfacing over the fact I didn’t win the fansign entry, I bought another fanmeeting ticket from 2kyuhyun because I wanted to sell my previously bought ticket and upgrade my seat further closer to the stage. I said specifically to 2kyuhyun admin that I wanted this zone A2 row N seat 46 ticket. The admin agreed to sell that ticket to me at original price kkk. To my surprise, smtrue announced that they would choose more winners to enter the fansign from people who bought the fanmeeting ticket that costs 4200 baht (my ticket included!). And omg I guess my luck was still there, the A2 N46 ticket was listed as one of the winners!!!!!!!!!!!!11 KLSFGDJSDFGSDFMGFSH.

This happened on Thursday Feb 14th just the day before the fansign!!! Tbh I had bought the plane ticket on Feb 16th the day before, but I changed my mind because I wanted to see the fansign even if I couldn’t enter it. So this is like wow a very good and lucky coincidence that I won and I had got my plane ticket too so what’s next is to just go ;;;A;;; Everything was so rushed, I booked the hostel to stay at that night without thinking and then I departed for Bangkok at the first flight at 7 am.. yay I was going ;u;

Bless lady luck oh God thank you for staying at my side, SJM’s flight was scheduled to arrive 2,5 hours after me. Hence I waited inside the arrivals for the boys, with two friends from sg, Sher (@smackhyuk) and Michelle (@myeoichi) <3

We asked the information about the gate they would be coming out from, but got nothing. Michelle thought we better waited near the CIP exit and so we did. There were two entrances there, by elevator or escalator. We kinda waited in between where most people (fans and also airport staffs lmao) waited more to the escalator area. When the first people from the same flight came out, we suspected something was weird lmao because the security was moving a bit more to our way. And true enough, the elevator dings and out the SJM boys came out!!!!

The first one to came out was Hyukjae (aaargh) looking a tad bit moody idk lmao maybe he was a bit sleepy but still so cool. then I saw Siwon in wifebeater only (holy shit) and yeah he kinda shined there omg do you get me, well he has that kind of aura that you noticed him immediately. And then my eyes fell at Donghae behind Siwon…. sdfjhggfh ;;;;;;;; I was readying my cam to record but I forgot for a moment because I was walking towards him and calling his name and saying hi. As shameless as I was probably, this got me a reward ;; There was only a security guard in front of me and he noticed me calling him and he smiled and waved back. CRIES. He also waved to the other girls around me who called him too. Oh gosh he was really smiley and nice and just my heart got stuck for a moment because sobs gorgeous and were quite close and i think I wanted to cry orz. Sher tried to give Donghae a present but sadly Donghae rejected it with a smile ;; It appeared that day they weren’t allowed to take gifts from fans T_T

The security noticed they needed to usher the boys and so they started moving and I got my phon ready to record. You will hear me speaking “ohmygod” in my cam because I was kinda in awe at seeing them lololol.

Here is the cam that I recorded that day, a bit donghae focused because yeah do i need to explain n_n;;

Teehee and so that’s how the story goes!!! Fansign and fanmeeting story next XD

Bangkok Trip Part 2: SJM Fansign!!!

After we met SJM at the airport, we rushed to Parc Paragon, the place of the fansign. To our luck, it was dead traffic that day and so we reached there at almost 4 pm orzzz. I was panicking again because I still hadn’t met 2kyuhyun’s admin that would give my fansign ticket to me. The registration for fansign ticket winners was held from 2 to 4:30 pm but the admin was nowhere in sight ;;;;;;;

I couldn’t register as the winner myself because the rule stated that only the person who purchased the ticket can claim the ticket and later they can pass the ticket to other person. So I was waiting for the admin to come and hurry register to get the ticket but she didn’t show up until past 4:30 pm even after I whatsapped her and called her to no avail. In the end I told her admin friend to tell her what I was wearing, and which location I was standing at, just in case she missed me >_<

Thank goodness tho she appeared just moment after that and I got the fansign ticket ;A;

 

I thanked her so many times and after that I entered the queue to be submitted to the fansign area ;u; It was close to 5 pm when I entered the area. There must be about 300 to 400 people inside The stage was filled with 8 empty chairs. I wondered how would they do the fansign hmmm

We waited for like what it felt like forever == I was by myself so I couldn’t really roam out of the area for fear of losing my spot lmao so I bore with not drinking and not eating since the morning sobs. When it was 10 past 7 pm, the mc came out and chatted a lot about sjm and stuffs. I didn’t understand at all cos it was in thai LOL. Applauded the MC tho cos he talked for like…. an hour nonstop lmao and I was dead bored from waiting SJM already. When the stage was empty, the sound system would put on Breakdown album in repeat and I almost reached the point of sick of same songs being repeated again and again ;;;;;;; It was a little past 9 that the mcs came out again and was hyping up the fans for seeing SJM.

THEN THEY CAME OUT FUCK YES FINALLY 4 HOURS OF LONG WAIT (add also one hour earlier of frustration of getting a fansign ticket or not nn;;). CRIES THEY WERE ALL LOOKING SO GOOD. The outfits were brand new and never been used on any events before. They looked so fresh and also seemed excited on meeting the fans ♥

The MCs made an interview session with them first before the fansign started. I couldn’t understand much ofc……. orz But I had fun seeing their interactions and reactions towards some questions XD Beware of Donghae / Eunhyuk biased fanaccount!!

Siwon and Hyukjae were showing off their cocky pose from The Challenger. They did it one time and then Sungmin and Henry felt the need to copy them XD It was really funny. The MC told them to sing a little of Breakdown lines but Hyuk felt really creative that night and changed the line to “Sawadeekap Breakdown~~~” XD Donghae laughed hard at this and he followed singing “Sawadeekap Breakdown” too XD

All of the boys tried to greet everyone there! Siwon greeted even the fans who stood watching on the far building across the street on 2nd floor, “Hey there everyone on the second floor”. The fans screamed so hard in response :’D On the side of the stage is a mall, and from below you can see the windows of Tom n Toms coffee on the top floor. Siwon and Hyuk came to notice this. Hyukjae even pointed at the coffee shop’s windows and commented about drinking coffee (coughs, maybe he remembered the little late coffee escapade with donghae). Donghae was in a very very cheerful hyper mood that night ;u; He sometimes rolled his arms dancing randomly all of a sudden seeming like he’s jamming to an invisible tune lmao so cute!! He even pouted here and there making cute faces kdjfggfh wtf you are so adorable stop ;;;;

Sungmin trimmed his hair right and he was looking so fresh and adorable. He seemed to be in really gigglish mood as he giggled at almost every comments that the boys made <333 Ryeowook was such a baby ;u; Sometimes he would just waved his arms and smiled so sweetly at everyone T_T <3 Henry kid a lot with Sungmin lmao and Kyuhyun was like usual Kyuhyun looking a tad bit smug but so adorable kekekeke. Zhoumi was being a little shy but he responded with smiles to the screams~ :3

Donghae – Siwon – Hyuk were sitting in this order and the three of them really liked to talk between themselves. There was this one moment when all three of them started dancing together goofing around being eunsihae XD Siwon whispered to Donghae a lot and Donghae would giggle in response hihihi. Hyuk and Min did the cocky pose too later on, then they bro hugged (hyukmin♥). But when they did Siwon was feeling sneaky and tapped on Hyuk’s butt n___n;;;

At one point Hyukjae was asked to say something to fans, and so he said sawadeekap but in a very deep sexy voice i just-………. Donghae blew kisses a lot to us (oh you flirt ilu).

When it came to taking photos with the media press and sponsors, Donghae seemed really excited for no reason XD He stood on the middle and grabbed Hyuk by his shoulders (sdfghdsf) to let Hyuk stood next to him. They took photos and then Donghae was, again, dancing his arms and then made a v sign with both his hands, successfully ruining the very much official like look of the photo XD

(credit to @haetimes for the photo above)

One of the sponsor lady was about to give a bouquet to the boys and they told Kyuhyun to receive it (seems like the lady likes Kyu too). Kyu felt somewhat reluctant cos idk maybe he was shy hahaha, but in the end he accepted the bouquet and hugged awkwardly with the lady LMAO. The boys had a good laugh at this scene XD

And then it was time for the fansign!!!! They all went backstage and tables were prepared on the stage. omg finally it was time of the fansigning i was so excited ;; Idk because they started late or what but they said everyone participating can only received one autograph from one random member They started immediately after the boys sat down, giving the posters first before we stepped on the stage and let 8 fans go to the stage each time at once. The first fan in line will get the autograph from the furthest right member, the second fan will get from the second furthest right member, up until the eighth fan who would get autograph from the member sitting on the farthest left. Sitting from right to left was in this order: Hyuk (1) – Zhou mi (2) – Donghae (3) – Kyuhyun (4) – Siwon (5) – Sungmin (6) – Henry (7) – Ryeowook (8). So you have to be the 4th in line from the 8 girls to get Kyu’s autograph, for example. I counted and counted because I wanted to be the girl number 3 (for namja samho lol) but the queue was moving too fast for me to count and so I sneaked into the queue praying for the best >_<

To my surprise, I ended up being the first girl in line which means…… SCFREAMS HYUKJAE. I didn’t have time to think lololol I was just suddenly on the stage and I do remember trying to move to Donghae’s seat but the security ushered me to Hyuk’s side. It’s the second bias luck, Michelle commented to me lmao ;A;

I kinda forgot everything tho when I stood there in front of Hyukjae.

I… lost what to say.

Hyuk was only one arm away from me. He was there looking all mighty glory handsome and milky white skin and bright gummy smile with cute teeth and even if he was wearing those bug shades it looked so cute on him omg. Plus his black fringes were swept down and he wore a beanie too (i forgot it was written as “death” i didn’t think i seem to mind at all LOL). fml he was only wearing a red sleeveless tee and I can see his strong muscles because he was kinda folding his arms when I arrived so the biceps were kinda pronounced??? hoshit hoshit fuck my life

He thought I was a thai so he made a gesture of hands in front of his chest and bowed down his head a little while saying Sawadeekap to me. TO ME. OH FUCK I-. At this point of story I would really, really sounded so stupid because

1) FUCK HYUKJAE IS GREETING ME, LOOKING AT ME INTO THE EYES WHILE SMILING SO SWEET AND ALL I CAN DO IS JUST LOOKING AT HIM DUMBSTRUCK MOUTH HALF OPENED IDE

2) I RECOVERED SOON BUT ALL I CAN REPLIED TO HIM WAS A SIMPLE WEAK “…h-hi” AND I CAN’T REMEMBER IF I SMILED OR NOT FML FML GIGIE WAYLT ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

I presented the poster to him and he reached to it. He then grabbed a gold marker but he stumbled with the cap (CRIES SO CLUMSY AND CUTE) and shook the marker a few times before he started signing. I tried to show the “to: Gigie” writing on back of my left hand but the security prevented me from showing it to him idk maybe he thought I asked for a handshake but i just wanted for him to see my name ;_; So he didn’t see my name and continued signing. I must confess I forgot about Donghae at that time and that occurred to me LOL so I looked to his side and saw Donghae was signing a poster with big wide smile like a kid T_T

Anyway I focused back on Hyukjae cos I like seeing him writing, he put a little pressure onto his writings :3 He left the autograph with a bit messy 은혁 writing (must be because of signing too many XD) and then he lifted his head looking at me again (o god he was staring into my eyes again from the back of those shades), presented the poster to me, and smiled again T_________T. I managed to croak out a reply after virtually slapping myself on the face, saying kamsahamnida and bowed down to him, in which he seemed to appreciate me doing it and nodded to that and smiled again (four times in one minute i felt like I was about to die o<-<). I bowed down once more and then walked away from him in a rather dreamy state…. I walked to the part of the high platform that has no stairs and security had to stop me and showed me the stairs were on the other side LOL OTL.

Stepped off from stage feeling so dreamy and hugging my poster with Hyuk’s sign I felt so happy like I was about to explode ;; ♥ Here is the signed poster huhu ;A;

That’s about the fansign ;u; shall continue later about the fanmeet on the next part!

Bangkok Trip Part 3 (End) : SJM fanmeeting ♥

 this is going to be very long.

Arrived at Thunderdome venue around 4 pm! I met up with Mich & Sher then I searched around for the girl who had my ticket. I gave up my ticket from 2kyuhyun after all and found a better seat at A1 zone row G, much closer to the stage for my liking :3

Around the stadiums there are so many booths like Masita’s, 12plus, Maxim’s contact lenses, official merchs and more. On Masita’s they were giving out free posters of Kyu but so many people were crowding so I couldn’t get any (+_+). Went to 12plus’ booth and they had these yellow balls flying in a box. You take one ball and read out the number written on it, and that number can be exchanged for interesting souvenirs! I got two compact powders from that XD To my luck, as I passed the Maxim’s booth, they were just starting to give out Donghae’s posters! I took one ofc lmao and then I asked the girl who gave out the poster, if it’s true the posters are of Donghae. She said yes and gave me another poster. KEKEKEKE SO LUCKY.

When it was half past five, Sher, Mich, and me decided to enter the stadium because the fanmeeting started soon at 6 pm~ Michelle had a problem with bringing in her LED board and banner because the guard didn’t let big banners to be brought in D: They also asked me if I were to unfold my posters while inside lmao omg they were ridiculously annoying ==

Donghae/Eunhyuk biased fanaccount ahead XD

Anyway, we were inside yay \o/ My view was quite nice ;u; The Thai girl next to me were really kind and later she would help me to understand any Thai i didn’t understand <3 The lights went out and then the concert started at almost 6:30 pm!!! Silhouette of the boys appeared on the stage in a row. They begun with Go omg ;A; The first that I noticed was Hyuk’s hair was combed to the back and fuck he looked so gorgeous. The outfits they wore was the same ones they used on the fansign. So cue hot mofo Hyuk in red sleeveless tee and Donghae in white tshirt with a red handkerchief tied to his left wrist <3

The fanmeeting just started in like 5 minutes and already a girl in my row got called out by the security…. lol shit @_@ More and more girls were detected with cams and they were taken out kdfjgghj it was so scary to record anything tbh and I was alone too and add the fact that we were all seating so the security could easily spot us with cameras ;; I didn’t have much cams so I am going to link you a few cams that I searched on yt to better explain what I saw during the fanmeet :3

Right after Go was done, they continued with introduction! They sat in this order: Ryeowook – Sungmin – Henry – Siwon – Donghae – Kyuhyun – Eunhyuk – Zhoumi. Everyone was slipping in a little bit of Thai in their intros. And then there was Donghae who openly read out cheats written on his left palm XDDD Hyukjae started the intro with “WHAT’S UP BANGKOOOOK” then a simple “annyeonghaseyo eunhyukmidaa” :3 They continued with an interview with the MCs. At one point Hyukjae greeted the fans with sawadeekap again but with low, deep voice o<-< They talked about them visiting Thailand again and I think the boys teased Kyu and he hid his face lmao turned out he said he’s visiting thailand again because he renewed the contract with Masita nn. Siwon said something hilar that Kyu agreed to it and they shook hands. TWICE LOL. Donghae popped in between them and made a v sign. Hyukjae commented and Siwon somehow agreed then the both of them ended up making their signature cocky pose from the Challenger XD Donghae tried to do the pose but he didn’t look cocky at all 8))) Henry proved to fans there he can speak a good thai sentence. Sungmin was intrigued and asked Henry to teach him how to speak it. When Sungmin successfully said it, the both of them hugged and Min gave a thumb up for Henry XD Min was so cute tho he posed the cocky pose by himself after that hihihi

They prepared to play a game after that! You might know already that the game consist of three choices each question. The boys must go to the answer they think it’s right on the screen (the screen will always show 3 choices and on the stage they have big banners of number 1, 2, and 3). The first question is to choose which one is the photo of Thailand’s traditional vehicle, Tuk-Tuk. Everyone knew the answer except Hyuk XD The next question is the animal that symbolizes Thailand (elephant). The choices were monkey, elephant and one other I forgot. Hyukjae enthusiastically chose the monkey LOL and he mimicked a monkey jdhfgdfg THREE TIMES EVEN hahahaha. Kyuhyun was shaking his head at hyuk’s wrong answer LOL JUDGING.

The next question was to guess which one is lychee!!! EunSiHae somehow agreed that they needed to choose the wrong answer and again, Kyuhyun judged them like “IT WAS AN EASY QUESTION HOW COULD YOU GUYS GET IT WRONG” XDDDD Donghae danced around on the center being oblivious at his wrong answer while Hyukjae said it was a fan’s fault that he chose the wrong answer because the fan pointed at it and Donghae agreed to it LOL THESE TWO. The next question has several photos of dancers in different dances. The left photo has two dancers, one behind the other and held the hands of the front one. MINWOOK COPIED THE POSE KDJNFGGFJ SO CUTE. Ryeowook tried a couple of times to copy the pose and Siwon was like mimicking one of the pose too and it looked so silly pmsl. For this question, Kyuhyun chose number 1 and Siwon was about to follow him but Kyuhyun shoo’d him LMAO SIWON ENDED UP CHOOSING THE WRONG ANSWER BECAUSE OF KYU /DIES. While this happened, EunHae was already choosing the wrong answer themselves and they kinda danced together kdfjghgh and then Siwon popped in between them and so EunSiHae did the cocky pose again XD

The next question is to guess which one is hahaha in Thai. The answers are between 222, 555, and 777. The correct one is 555! Only Hyuk and Zhoumi chose 777, meanwhile Donghae and Ryeowook chose 222. Siwon already chose 555 but he moved to choose 222 as well. In Thai 777 is pronounced as chetchetchet, 555 is hahaha, 222 is songsongsong. So Donghae was laughing in “songsongsongsongsongsong” and Hyukjae laughed in “chetchetchetchetchetchet” IT WAS REALLY HILAR LOL.

Sungmin and Henry had the most correct answer so they were given out a hammer toy to punish the loser of the game which was Hyukjae hahahahaha. Hyuk jut out his butt and then Siwon came and flipped open his tee dkfjghdgfh Donghae also did he same omg dead o<-< Anyway HenMin hit Hyuk’s head with the hammer toy for punishment XD

Next the boys went to the backstage and the screen showed old clips of SJM’s activities from old eras like Super Girl, Me, Perfection etc. It was really cute! At the same time, the drums were being put on the stage omg it was almost time for SJM Band soon. And then they came out screams ;;;; Sungmin Henry and Ryeowook  playing instrumental of Love is Sweet T___T ♥ Then Hyuk and Siwon showed up to join and they played U and Sorry Sorry. kdfgjhdfgh drummer Hyuk seriously he looked amazing and unf drummers are hot okay his fierce face when he hit the drums. He wore the BOY cap and his fringes were put down again sobs <3

Xing Qing with Wook, Hyuk, and Siwon followed! CRIES THIS PERF IS THE CUTEST FLUFFIEST <3333 The three of them were obviously enjoying the song a lot, so many cute faces and Hyuk moonwalked when Siwon & Wook approached him lmao ;u; Siwon suddenly did a body wave too hahahahhaha dies omg. After Xin Qing, his solo was up right after Zhoumi’s solo. Both had fanprojects done and were successful! Kyu’s and Henry’s perf next. The both of them were talking lazily at the beginning hehehe Kyu even pretended like he was sleepy x) Kyu’s voice is so beautiful omg i srsly just swooned and closed my eyes enjoying every single note of his melody T_T Henry’s intense piano play was also amazing :’3

NOT LONG AFTER THAT IT’S EUNHAE’S HELLO SCREAMS. They appeared on stage sitting on two chairs, showing backs to each other. Donghae wore the same jacket he wore on Hello performance at Nanjing while Hyuk changed to a suit with abstract pattern <3 Donghae looked so happy while performing because he jumped a lot, and swing around a lot XD The chairs were used a couple of times for their choreo, they sat and stood up dancing again and repeated that :3 It was a really fun performance <3

Talk time was up again next. The boys changed to simple blazers with pastel colors. Eunhae weren’t out because they needed to change their outfits first so the other boys were starting the talk already and they were talking about unseen photos they took during last sjm promo! There were a couple of pics: this , this,this, here, here, here, this and this one. Fans went wild at the photo of WonHyuk playing piano together (remember how Thailand is a wonhyuk country lmao). Siwon knowing this, added up the fire by going behind Hyuk and backhugged him while trying to kiss him /CRIES/. On the screen, Donghae was posing with Henry lifting their chins up trying to look cocky but they kinda failed according to Kyu lmao. Kyu even went to show how to lift chin properly (he did it even until he bend his body LOL). Siwon and Hyuk tickled Henry’s neck like a kitten lmao. Donghae was just smiling at Kyu’s comment lmao a baby can’t make a cocky pose :”>

There was a photo where Kyu was seen with his headphones and holding an ipad/notebook and they all said it was GaemGyu!!!!! Also there was a Kyuhyuk photo where Kyu rubbed on Hyuk’s cheek fffffffff. At this kame hame ha photo, Donghae was asked who is who on the screen lmao. Hyuk and Ryeowook then mimicked the kame hame ha pose on stage XD Henry’s photo was on the screen, his hand in bandages. He said it was for filming purposes and he didn’t like himself in the photo because he looked ugly )8

After the photo session, they were choosing lucky fans to go on stage ;A; Henry Wook Donghae and Hyuk read out the choices. Wook read out the first choice and let Donghae finished reading. Hae spoke in a cute english accent XD Donghae read out his pick but midway he stopped and let Hyuk continued reading. Also with cute english accent hehehehe.  If I remember correctly, there were two siwon fans, two ryeowook fans, and one henry fan. Ryeowook knelt in front of his first fan and hugged her. Then he made a group hug with the second fan XD Siwon bent and kissed his fan’s hand kdfjgg. Henry hugged his fan too. And then the rest of the boys were kinda mad they didn’t get chosen LOL. Kyuhyun was shrugging and making a “why” pose with his arms. Sungmin was shaking his head looking dejected. Donghae was madly picking a ticket and shouted out loud the number (ofc he couldn’t take anymore fans to the stage tho). Hyuk grabbed a handful of tickets and threw it midair as if regretting the chosen tickets XDDD He then hugged himself because no one would hug him and then Siwon hugged him in response hihihihi. IT WAS PURE CHAOTIC IF I HAVE TO SAY LOL. Donghae, in desperate, took a siwon fan and hugged her so tight and she literally had her head on his chest KJNSDFJHGFSDG. Siwon didn’t seem so happy his fan was taken LOL so he hugged Donghae with the fan and the fan was kinda sandwiched dfgkjhgh lucky girl omg ;AAAAA; They took a group photo and after that off again with songs!

Goodbye My Love was next followed with Destiny! Confettis fell on the stage. Kyuhyun was next to Donghae and he had a lot of confettis on his head so Donghae took the initiative to put away the confettis ;;;;;;;;;;;; THEN DONGHAE PLAYFULLY TOUCHED KYU’S FACE CRIES IT WAS SO CUTE BECAUSE THE TWO OF THEM LAUGHED TOGETHER. Min acted like a big hyung and put away the confettis from Donghae’s head and Ryeowook’s ;;

At Destiny, Donghae forgot to sing his lines LOL lucky he managed to sing the last bits of his lines. But then Kyuhyun was already judging him and he can only laughed and covered his face giggling shyly at his fail ;u; And when it was his turn to sing again, he didn’t miss the line, so he made a pose to the fans saying “Ha, I got that lines right” and then looked at Kyu’s direction feeling proud LOL. Hae still put away the confettis from Kyu’s head after that T-T ♥

Me was up after that! They sang the acoustic version first at the beginning and continued with theoriginal version. Min and Hyuk joined the performance also, dancing together and got their own lines ;A; Hyuk looked so proud at having to sing me and he made this random dance moves near the song’s climax it was so cool <3 Sungmin used his towel to pretend it’s a guitar and with Hyuk they acted as if they were professional guitar players LOL hyukmin so hyper omg. They sang A-Oh next! At one point, both Donghae and Eunhyuk went down the stage and got so close with the fans on front rows T_T Donghae even kissed a fan’s hand o<-< Hyuk put off his jacket and only in pink wifebeater fml. Donghae picked up a big flower plush/toy and brought it to the stage hehehehe.

They went backstage not long later and reappeared again shortly to perform Breakdown (they changed outfits). In between on screen we saw bts of Breakdown mv :3 Breakdown tho, unf fuck I have to say, it is so awesome live. The dance is even more amazing sdkjfgfdg. So intense and the boys looked fantastic. I must say Hyuk has been working out a lot omg his arms looked strong (anyone would notice this esp since he was wearing sleeveless the whole concert sdfgfj). I died at the body wave on the beginning ffff boys. The fanchant for Breakdown was amazing like hell yeah <3

The boys went back backstage again but appeared again because they were about to watch the specialfanvideo made by Thai ELF ;u; I’m very sure all of you have seen the fanvideo telling about a fangirl hoping for promotions of SJM in thailand and finally getting to see them, enduring a lot of hardships just to see them live.

The fanvideo really represented what our hearts are feeling towards them, it’s just so true ;; We can only saw their backs as they watched the video. When they turned their faces towards us… oh god my heart just clenched at seeing their expressions. They were looking at us, eyes wide and emotions wrapped in them, so many things you can see. Ryeowook and Sungmin were smiling and they made a heart towards us ;-; Siwon was standing calm but looking in deep thought. Henry was speechless. Kyuhyun looked towards us with small smile, or possibly trying not to cry. Zhoumi was crying. Donghae was… he seemed like he was also holding his tears but he tried hard to smile and bit his lips preventing himself to cry. And then there’s Hyukjae… ;_; I seriously can’t when I saw him there, tears streaming down so clear on his cheeks, trying to hide his face with the towel he was carrying.

They each talked one by one about their impression on the video and their messages for us. With help from the Thai girl next to me, I understood Donghae was saying that he wished us to live forever so we can all stay together just like that ;_; When he said this, his voice was a bit shaky he almost couldn’t continue so Ryeowook patted his shoulders. but still he didn’t cry ;w;

Kyuhyun said we expected him to cry but he didn’t lol oh kyu. Sungmin said he also wouldn’t cry, just like Kyuhyunnie (he really called kyu that lmao). Henry said he almost gave up if not for the love of the fans for him. Zhoumi was really thankful for the love they give to him.

Hyuk was nudged to say something and so he spoke still with tears and nose looking so red (it’s really heartbreaking but he looked really cute T_T). He said that he always looked forward for surprises like this on concerts but he never thought today it would be like this because it was really amazing and it shocked him he cried T_T Ryeowook came to him and hugged him while he was speaking because he looked shaky to continue ;;;; Hyuk then continued again, Thailand is the first place he visited with SJ and he would never forget about that. At this, Hyuk started to cry again his voice got croaked he couldn’t continue speaking ;___________; sdfjfd I wanted to hug him omg Hyukjae uljima please don’t cry ;__;. Then Donghae came to his side and hugged him, rocking him like a baby to calm him down. Siwon also joined Hae and patted Hyuk then sling his arm on Hyuk’s shoulder, rubbing hyuk’s head after that. Hyuk continued again, saying that he was really thankful we were still staying with them and not moving to other fandom. ;_______________;

Watching all of these unfolding before my eyes, my heart was swelling with this huge feelings of mixed emotions: love, proud, gratefulness, protection, hope, and many more I just couldn’t put into words of what I was feeling but one thing I know for sure. To hear and witness the first hand how the boys feel for us and to be able to show them just how much we love them is really really irreplaceable and unforgettable. I am so happy I was there. Coming to Bangkok was the best decision I made and I’m not regretting any moment. Every pain, tears, and wait are worth everything ;_;

Ah, anyway, hehe it was the ending time. They sang Dao Le Ming Tien before the end. It was then the fanparty really ended T_T The boys were waving around and saying thank yous to everyone. Hyuk and Hae both said that we should come to SS5. Donghae ran down to our side and blew a kiss towards us lmao T_T Later he was crouching down and Kyu crouched down also behind him, pointing at something and the both of them laughed. Later I read from fanaccounts that Kyu pointed at the “Donghae do not exercise anymore” sign XDDD hahahhah best. Hyuk was the last one to leave the stage. He bowed down to every direction and Donghae was jumping so hyper behind him lmao.

And so that ended this fanaccount sighs ;u; I got so emotional again putting into words remembering everything from the day. Thank you so much everyone for reading this until the end! I just want to say that I am proud of being in SJ fandom and so glad to have you guys here and loving SJ together ♥

사랑해 슈퍼주니어 ♥♥♥

p.s just feeling like putting a selca n_n HAHAHHAA

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